I got up this morning to get ready for the doctor. I fell out of bed. I peed and felt pain, but there was no blood or anything unusual. I started tea. I hopped in the shower. I went poo.

MY FUCKING TIME OF THE MONTH HAD ARRIVED.

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I can't even begin to explain how frustrated I'm going to be if that's all this was. I mean, it'd make sense as to ( Read more... )

We didn't pick up the car yesterday. Mom was driving Anne's car all day which was stalling out and the Check Engine light came on. She took that car into the garage today and picked up ours, then headed on into work.

The ironic thing is how she wanted to wait so that when we picked up the other car, I could go on into town and we wouldn't be wasting ( Read more... )

Mom and I are going to pick up the car from the shop today. It'd be a miracle if it worked this time.

I made an appointment with the gynecologist for Friday afternoon. WOO! I usually feel okay when I'm sitting down and not going to the bathroom, but the pains come back when I walk around or go pee. Another little one just got me, and I'm sitting at ( Read more... )

Mom's car started smoking again, so I had to drive in and pick her up today after she dropped it off at the same damn place that isn't finding anything wrong with our cars. If she doesn't get it back tomorrow, it might mean I can't go out AT ALL this week, let alone make it to my psych appointment Thursday.

I don't think I'm constipated anymore, ( Read more... )

I love how I feel fine for a while, then I see Alex several days in a row and my digestive system gets all fucked up again.

What's the point of me being home for another week and a half without anyone around if I'm fucking constipated?!

I'm kind of cold. It's in the upper 60s (lower 20s Celsius) here.

Ooo, schedule update. Apparently, Amanda made ( Read more... )

Doctor's diagnosis:
Muscle pain in my back, and if lower abdominal pain doesn't go away, see a gynecologist because there may be an ovarian cyst.

I hope he's right.

No fever, good blood pressure, perfect urine sample, and it's not that time of the month.

I dunno.

Alex is coming over tomorrow. Squee!

Yesterday found me with mid to lower back pain as well as lower abdominal pain that went away briefly after I ate soup, but came back once I brushed my teeth and tried to go to bed.

Today, I've had back and stomach pain, but I just took a trip to the porcelain palace and I've been sitting, so it's mostly my lower abs that hurt again.

Ooo, jaykay, ( Read more... )

same shit, different day.

So...Mom and I had a heart to heart tonight about a lot of things.

She says tomorrow, we'll look for a psychiatrist since my mind is not in a great place.

Don't worry, I'm not going to go off myself or anything like that. It's just something that hopefully will be good for me.

I saw Alex today, and I only had hunger pain with him until we went to ( Read more... )

So, I just got off the phone with Alex, and for reasons I'm not quite sure of, I'm crying my eyes out.

He said he has to run errands for his mom and he should be over here by three.

I'm still not feeling 100%, but I said I wanted to see him, and I really do. The next time we'd be seeing each other would be Saturday, and I don't want to wait that ( Read more... )